Lost in oblivion

Lost in tranquility

Lost in wild forests

Lost in solitude


Isn’t it so frivolous yet so powerful?

Losing myself to find the real me


Some musings

don’t be an eye candy

satiating the lust of others


be like a moonlight

unveiling the darkness

in the most serene way


The best thing that you can do to yourself

is to focus on yourself



The deeper you believe in you

the closer you are to your dreams




teri behisaab inayeten bhi dekhi

teri mehrbaniyan bh payi

khushnaseeb ho gaye hum

yaara tere gulshan mein aake

aisi dildari na dekhi thi maine

isse pehle

jo rab ko paa gaye

ruksat na ho jaane

bin kuch sune

bin kuch kahe

yeh khwab hume jo satata hai

mera haath thame rakhna tum

tuje jee lagane ko chahta hai


these magical eyes

Something- I am afraid of losing my people. I don’t want to be cynical about relationships, people around me. but in this world full of turmoil and varieties, my eyes seek consistency, home, and integrity. If you can offer me, then please stay. Otherwise goodbye to you, my love.

I have no bloody time for any tantrums, mind games and plotting. Just being nice and kind to me, if you want to be with me.

Luckily, I found these people in my friendship that adds purpose to my existence and life. What amazes me always are little things or gestures to me.

You know what, what is fucking sexy? Efforts because taking out time for someone is way too distinctive than anything else.  A real person won’t be interested in your expensive gifts rather would be longing for your attention and time.

Stay real and happy. be like a magic igniting a fire in someone’s soul and baring all their hidden desires altogether.

Keep glowing and shining.



What makes us alive?

It has been such a long time, I haven’t posted here. So, I would like to address certain questions which I guess have been trying hard to answer them. or to put it simply, I assume these answers found me.

firstly, What makes us alive?

This journey so far is never so easy for me. Life offers me both sweet and bitter memories to share.  Reminiscing those childhood days, I realized that we as young adult are grappling with a lot of issues such as identity crisis, lack of confidence, mental stress, false friendships to name a few. This canvas of life appears to be deadpan.

So, one doesn’t feel contented with the way his life is heading to, even though you have everything around you. Amidst all these circumstances, I have learnt no matter, how worse the situation is, I made sure to true to myself. I cannot demean or bog down someone for my own selfish purposes. As at the end of the day, it’s not going to define me.

But contemplating those times, the most powerful tool to battle against them is hope and positivity. Sooner or later, everything is going to be fine. My inner voice used to tell me every single day.

Not now, but Life would surely be kind to me.

As I have never any bloody intentions to hurt somebody’s feelings. I keep feelings to myself but some people are good at trampling gentle heart.

Over the time, I have nothing against them as my inner peace is of paramount importance to me. I don’t believe in holding back those people who never appreciated me for being who I am.

I have just one thing to mention here. Thank you for making me more stronger and bringing clarity to my mind for my very existence.

You can fight all odds in life if you stay positive and see the life with blessings and gratitude because this attitude prepares us for today, tomorrow and then eventually our future which seems to be really promising to all of us.

Hope doesn’t cost anything. It’s the state of being happy and contented even when you don’t have nothing.

I keep on telling myself, now- You are special. You are the divine, pure and gentle soul that needs to be filled with love, care, and compassion. All those ill-feelings like hatred, jealousy, maliciousness must not have any space in your mind. Not to forget, our sub-conscious mind is influenced by our conscious thoughts. These vibes also reciprocate in the same way. Today, I can proudly say that I am blessed with amazing people in my life who support me in every possible way. I call them-,, My treasures’’ making me feel utterly special and bringing out the best in me.

So start appreciating and accepting for whom you are. Every day, I see distressed souls smiling at each other. That’s the beauty need to be appreciated. Their smiles cheer up my mood like anything and whispering me into my ears, darling- The best is yet to come. Never lose hope.






aarzoo dabi si reh gayi

ek nazar ghuma kar toh dekhiye

janab yu katra katra na ho jaye aap

humko azmake toh dekhiye

jazbaat par humara jor nahi

ishq ke dariya mein doob jo gaye hai

ab usme tairna toh seekha dijiye

band aankhein apki jhalak sekti hai

dil hain ki manta hai nahi

is dimag ke janaze mein itna jor nahi

ki hume apni mohabbat se ruksat kar de

kya hua

apne koshish ni ki

par hum toh janisar ho gye

dil ke gharounde mein apko jo basa liya

ab koi aur raah jaati nahi

ab aap hi bataye

is na cheez ko kaise lubhaye

is na cheez ko kaise keh de

ki tumko mere har aks se mita de

meri jubaan se tumhara naam mita de


kaisi si bandigi hai

jo inayaat bhi hai

aur badua bhi

my tiny little brain

At times, you don’ t have any control over your thoughts. They just keep on banging and banging. so what to do ?

My mind is cluttered with too many things.

need some peace

could you just stop thinking for a while?

I need some relief

but my stubborn mind says

I am just like you

I beg you

please clear off these relentless thoughts

can’t concentrate

Banging you on my head all the time


are you listening to me?

I need some sigh of relief

Life seems to be going upside down

so messed up I am

no way out

trapping into vicious circle of hard life

trying to be positive

but result doesn’t seem like so

where to go

losing my shit

Can anyone rescue me?

take me away from these thoughts

I want to breathe, laugh and feel alive

robing away my peace of mind

Bewildered, lost I am

can anyone rescue me?

need your help

Baby stop overthinking

and let me enjoy my life

its already screwed up

don’t be so harsh on me, my mind

let’s just go with the flow

and be filled with gratitude and love






just look at you


you are freaking awesome


Life is falling in love with you


you are mesmerizing like a mermaid


your sparkling eyes rob away my sleep

that’s why

my heart isn’t satiated before I look at you


close your eyes and hold my hand gently


finding everyday new passion in you


your originality and honesty hooked me up

I don’t know why

can’t just get over you

please stop being so nice and kind

I don’t feel like sober

when I look at you

please don’t rush

take a deep breath and dive into sea

channelise your mind into thinking something good

and hey,

I envy you- being so energetic, rejuvenated, joyous

spreading positivity all over

oh my love,

you are the greatest blessing

and so I cherish every moment I spent with you

don’t turn away your eyes

you are amazing and stunningly pretty in and out


amazing me with your kindness

amazing me with your kind words and actions

that’s how I want to feel

because what makes me happy – little things, sweet gestures

what attracts me – benevolent souls

so be the one who you look up to

as world needs people like you

so stay sassy, glowy and passionate

my bae


to myself








aaye the wo tuta dil lekar

sambhala tha humne unhe

par kadar na kari usne

aur chod gaya beech raha mein

peetlo ki chah mein

is baat se bekhabar

kya gawah gya is beed bhari duniya mein

na jaane kaisi khwab sajaye hai

naino ne mere

jo kabhi sach aur jhooth lagte hai

band karu aankhein toh hakeekat lagte hai

kholu toh sardiyon ki dhund ki tarah lagte hai

yeh naina kya kehte hai

samaj hi nahi aata

confusion si hai badi

madhoshi si chahi hai

ab sapno ko hakeekat jo banana hai